man time has gone by, im just trying to live life. so much has happened but i dont ahev the time to go into it now. when i get km computer back on i will be cure to provide updates. i just wanted to let all my friends know that i am still alive and that i havent given up on my goals.

i love you all,
love cherry

hey everyone who is a member or checks back regularly with this group i have some good news and some bad, okay good news i am getting married next year... yay i kno, and i gained like 30 lbs which makes me about 190 again, it's ookay because hubby is going to get me a gym membership, he doesn't understand that i am ana mia or will he ever he said that he doesn't want me rail thin, i said i want to be "healthy" yeah right i still want to get down to 80 by the time of my wedding next year, i want it to be in july or something, do you think i can loose 100 lbs by then if i go on a 60 day liquid fast will i be able to do it??? any thoughts??? leah do you know????


with all my love nichelle

mood: uncomfortable

i am a rocker.... sorry i don't have a pic but it's just a black shirt with white rhinestones, and black pants and black high heeled boots that killed my feet while i was walking around getting candy with my neighbors

tags: costumes, halloween, writer's block

okay well today is halloween and i have more candy than i know what to deal with and i have been eating it like crazy anyway i hope that i can burn all the cals off in exercise wish me luck

love chelle

okay so here it is, brief stint in rehab weigh a ton

okay well here is a message that has been in progress for years it feels like, i am 172 after being on vacation from a semeste at school, i feel shitty and i want to die... actually i would lik a knife so that i can cut all the fat away from me piece my piece, god i have a headache,,, someone just kill me

i am so pissed stupid boyfriend broke up with me, i am so pissed, i want to die, plain and simple

rae

hey all been well back to 165 but i plan to loose it anyway hit me up if you wanna loose 10 by june 23rd.... or more doesn't matter

love RAE

okay everyone tell me what you all think, i kno i promised a while ago to put my pics up but i just took these no more than an hour ago

comments are needed be harsh

love RAE